Decisions

All the times that we'd laid in the bed Afraid that I'd leave So you start to give me head I said there's no need Just believe what I said You pushed me back down And you still gave me head Seeds that I'm sowing Feelings started growing Driving down this road But don't know where we're going Don't tell me bout no baby Unless you started showing Hope in my heart For what we got going Yeah it seems just like yesterday When I got with you That was the day you took my breath away But now I'm moving on to better things Started acting shady So I don't think you deserve a ring Asking what's wrong all the time When I really wanna know Are you still mine Cause I don't know what to think Let's go back to the days When we were sneaky links That's when feelings were the same And even though you're beautiful I can't take this pain Even though that's what I'm use to Started have loose screws Started drinking more booze Started chasing women That I left back in my rear view When they was suppose to stay there At times I really don't care Staring at these pictures Wishing everything stayed fair But this ain't no state fair I ain't playing games here I just wanna fall asleep And wake up in the next year All the times that we'd laid in the bed Afraid that I'd leave So you start to give me head I said there's no need Just believe what I said You pushed me back down And you still gave me head Seeds that I'm sowing Feelings started growing Driving down this road But don't know where we're going Don't tell me bout no baby Unless you started showing Hope in my heart For what we got going I still got that hope in my heart That's things could go back To the very early start Sometimes I be missing it It was so innocent The way I snuck into your heart Guess I'm an immigrant Had to be militant Got to stay vigilant In the streets But honestly l wasn't feeling it Just wanna come home to you But the way you been acting Leaves me so confused And I don't know why your doing this Do you wanna ruin it Feel like somebody That you can't be congruent with Keeping all these Secrets Bro told me leave it Deep down inside I know You really cheated When I just wanted you You just wanted others Don't think I didn't hear you Texting late under our covers I'm a stupid motherfucker Some call me a sucker When all I really want Is for you to be my lover All the times that we'd laid in the bed Afraid that I'd leave So you start to give me head I said there's no need Just believe what I said You pushed me back down And you still gave me head Seeds that I'm sowing Feelings started growing Driving down this road But don't know where we're going Don't tell me bout no baby Unless you started showing Hope in my heart For what we got going