How I Feel Pt. 1

Why am I feeling like this You always on my mind so I reminisce And I'm just think bout the future And how I really only wanna be with you girl And I don't know what to say now But you can pull up on me anytime you feel down We can be down together But we uplift each other won't be down forever Sometimes I be feeling like I be feeling like you're only here to end my life I be feeling like yiu stabbed my heart up with a knife I be feeling like one day you'll maybe be my wife You were so complicated I should be compensated For all the things I went through felt like I was castrated Wish I could go back in time to when we started dating And tell each other to wait so we can really make it But things done changed now It's feeling strange now No we don't hate each other but we feel the pain now Or at least I do Girl I was never happy From the day we separated all I felt was crappy Did that make you happy I know eventually You said we're meant to be But you just wanted to be free To do what exactly To work on yourself You said to let you go acting like I couldn't help You said you felt drained and all because of me Yeah I had my problems but wanted your company And when I'm feeling good and I'm not so needy You say you're feeling drained and say you don't need me But I think you do I think you're confused Wanted to stay together but you couldn't make that move Felt like you weren't trying Inside I'm slowly dying I remember the first time I saw you crying That was the real you With all emotions When I felt our love was strong we ain't need no potion Honestly feeling wrecked You showed me no respect I said that your too friendly but you just neglect But we broke up Are we meant to be We say we are we'll have to wait and see We'll have to wait and see yeah We'll have to wait and see yeah We'll have to wait and see Why am I feeling like this You always on my mind so I reminisce And I'm just think bout the future And how I really only wanna be with you girl And I don't know what to say now But you can pull up on me anytime you feel down We can be down together But we uplift each other won't be down forever