thoughts & therapy

You know my brain's outta control So I get on my phone (hello?) And call up my therapist I'm paying twice the rent Cuz we got outta hand My friends are tired of hearing it Soon we'll be 26 But we still can't commit I stand and watch as you slip away I know it's better that we're split But god couldn't you pick A less inconvenient way (literally any other way) Got yourself a clean break While I'm lying wide awake Does that really feel like an even trade? I was putting in the work I was healing now I'm hurt (so hurt!) Now look at the mess you made (I don't have time for this) All these late nights In my head, I'm sick of thoughts & therapy Glass breaks, red wine Don't know how to deal with this shit differently Your friends all think I'm evil And god I wish I was We're just such different people We fell hard outta love Twist, change, rewrite Held me close and took me back to therapy I'm speaking to my mom Tell her there's nothing wrong I think she knows that I'm faking it Left my keys on the door And my clothes on the floor Yeah I'm fine if I'm saying it Last time I left my room I came back way too soon I told myself that I couldn't breathe Such a poor excuse Went from happy to recluse As soon as I watched you leave So you got somewhere to belong I got fuel for my songs Feels like an even trade I found comfort on the ground You were lost but now you're found (are you found?) This is the mess I made All these late nights In my head, I'm sick of thoughts & therapy Glass breaks, red wine Don't know how to deal with this shit differently Your friends all think I'm evil And god I wish I was We're just such different people We fell hard outta love Twist, change, rewrite Held me close and took me back to therapy So take my friends I'll keep your shit I can regift all your birthday gifts Our storylines Were intertwined Now we're so outta time All these late nights In my head, I'm sick of thoughts & therapy Glass breaks, red wine Don't know how to deal with this shit differently Your friends all think I'm evil And god I wish I was We're just such different people We fell hard outta love Twist, change, rewrite Held me close and took me back to therapy Sorry I couldn't get back to you sooner If you wanna talk about it, I'm here Just take care, go easy on yourself See you soon Pore kotha bolbo (talk to you later)