Come Back

Rushing there to see you, laying in that bed Down on my knees, Begging take me instead Do I trust what they say? Nothing more to do? You look in my eyes and say "MY ARZU" I soak up your scent, imprint on my brain I can't let you go but I can't see the pain I wish we had time, I would never leave your side You knew it was coming and you never even cried Holding you close as you took your last breath, and when your heart stopped I felt it in my chest No sounds from machines, no noises causing stress No longer feel the pain, finally get to rest Don't let them take you from me, I know it's getting close They'll put you in tha ground and I'll be praying for your ghost Waiting in my dreams to see your smile again, I can't accept this how your story ends I miss my light and I just really can't believe So hard to fight Tell me why did you have to leave I miss my light and I just really can't believe So hard to fight Tell me why did you have to leave Sittin in my room with the glossed over eyes, thinkin is this real, did you really just die ? Damn I feel numb Can this really be true ? Why would the universe take you? Trapped in my thoughts with your voice in my head Saying don't cry, so I yell instead They say stay strong but this ain't about that I just lost my earth, so don't tell me that it's flat My soul foreva changed , hella incomplete Wakin up drenched, sweatin like an athlete Your face is all I see, when I close my eyes All these bad dreams, re-playin your demise I wish I could touch you, Just one more embrace Stead I'm cleanin out tha closet, no trace Everything is gone and just like that, people all on me "Ari when you coming back?" I miss my light and I just really can't believe So hard to fight Tell me why did you have to leave I miss my light and I just really can't believe So hard to fight Tell me why did you have to leave