okay. [Demo]

I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think I don't think that I'm okay I felt a year's worth of sadnes Catching up with me The sky that I painted to silence the grey days Bleeds 'til there's nothing Bleeds 'til there's nothing left I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think Don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay In unfamiliar surroundings Shaking restlessly, I confess to a stranger She puts pen to paper Listens in silence with empty condolence And how foreign it felt When I opened my mouth and heard the truth come out (I heard the truth come out) I've been running away A tired rest from the pain My only Novocaine, my only Novocaine I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think Don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay So keep your "It'll get better's" and I'll keep my "I'll be just fine's" I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies So keep your "It'll get better's" and I'll keep my "I'll be just fine's" (I'll be just fine) I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think Don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay