Sorry X

Fix me, I'm defective Stitch me up and make me feel new again Take all that's wrong and correct it Leave nothing that resembles this mess that I am I miss what never was with us, our fiction I constructed You're everywhere and all that I think about (Everywhere and all that) I can't even feel alone in my own head (I think about) (On my own again) I'm trying not to feel 'cause I'm feeling like the world forgot me (On my own again) yeah, you were always his And all I ever was was sorry Yeah, all I ever was was sorry I'm my own invention An unfulfilled and underwhelmed work of art (I'm desperate for your affection It's hopeless, I know, but that's just who I am) It's like my mind has mirrored walls And you're standing in the middle I'm equal parts self-doubt and confidence (equal parts self-doubt and confidence) And I'm confident I'll die with every word I have left unsaid (On my own again) I'm trying not to feel 'cause I'm feeling like the world forgot me (On my own again) but you were always his And all I ever was was sorry (On my own again) I'm trying not to feel 'cause I'm feeling like the world forgot me (On my own again) yeah, you were always his And all I ever was was sorry I'm just a reader (you're every chapter) Never happy, ever after I'm just a reader (you're every chapter) Never happy, ever after I'm just a reader (you're every chapter) Never happy, ever after I'm just a reader (you're every chapter) Never happy, ever after (On my own again) never happy, ever after (On my own again) never happy, ever after