Secrets (feat. Deborah McCormick)

Oh i been waiting for this Been a long time comin Seen it again and again and again Got nothing else to tell you I havent already, nothin left, in my chest Say it again and again and again You're still my only I know its lonely Why cant you hold me I'll be waitin We don't need to lie It makes me question why Am I a secret? Please unsecret it It makes me sick It gives me ick I can't keep going With me knowing We lie through our teeth The secrets underneath You need to come clean You know what I mean You do, don't you You can change it, can't you? I want to heal And make this deal This is just a make up Underneath threat of a break up I want to make it right Without any major fight High anxiety Self harm sobriety Pressure from society Waiting for my fall Can't move at all So welcome in hell Damn Feel like I can't say nothin Dont know what you expect of me Been here again and again and again Nothing I'm hiding from you At times this life just feels so much, l'm shut, I'm cut Off to you when I need you the most Youre still my only I know its lonely Why cant you hold me I'm still waitin We don't need to lie It makes me question why Am I a secret? Please unsecret it It makes me sick It gives me ick I can't keep going With me knowing We lie through our teeth The secrets underneath You need to come clean You know what I mean You do, don't you You can change it, can't you? I want to heal And make this deal This is just a make up Underneath threat of a break up I want to make it right Without any major fight High anxiety Self harm sobriety Pressure from society Waiting for my fall Can't move at all So welcome in hell