The End

I am sorry for what happened The truth is I can't I can't do this I miss a kiss With no anxiety Suicide sobriety I lost every piece Of my peace Now I can't love And find a true love This pressure An Aggressor It kills me inside I can't hide My whole mind Not on my side Driving like I Want to die I told you I am a trap A death cap A death toxin No option Just to leave I will grieve But as long As this strong Anxiety will go I'll take this blow Another one Another gun Another dead one I ran out of hope Now I have to cope I am so sorry But I worry It had to happen What's stopping You From realizing The truth I can't make a choice The voice In my mind Tells me to go But then he tells me no Don't go A tragedy Child prodigy Now, look what's left of me It's the worst of me I stand here Can't make it more clear Don't know what's real So much sadness Because of my madness She's in panic Sinking like Titanic Late night calls Seeing all my flaws She tries to cope She has some hope Left in her I should protect her But I messed up But I wake up With anxiety I feel pain I'm all wet After the cold sweat When I sleep I don't sleep When awake I can't breath What this all means It seems I am confused I'm all bruised Memory not fused Something's wrong I should take my meds Before I blow up