Drive

A screaming breeze, a quiet mind To ride the roads, what will i find 40 degrees, and its 2AM Life is better at 2AM A Subaru as old as me Replaces my home so easily Guess home is temporary Paint a picture write a song Pretend existing ain't so wrong Choose to see a mystery And act like it's enough for me So I stare outside my window Watch the couples walk the streets Feel a feeling of defeat So I grab my shoes and head out there But life ain't fair, so I come back empty-handed And I cry Wish that I was not alive Guess I'll just go for a drive All I ever do is drive My parents scream in each others face These past 2 years were such a waste I feel my best friend drift away I'm not enough her stay Maybe love is my fix all I need a boyfriend i could call So I try and try and try But all men do is lie I look good is what they say They shut me out the very same day All men ever is do is lie But I know I have to try So I stare outside my window Watch the couples walk the streets Feel a feeling of defeat So I grab my shoes and head out there But life ain't fair, so I come back empty-handed And I cry Wish that I was not alive Guess I'll just go for a drive All I ever do is drive I know this joy just cannot stay A car rides time and i'm on my way To feeling sad again I know the night will end Are these peaceful little moments worth it at all I guess we'll see If i'm still here next year Living miserably Life ain't what it was I guess I'm glad to be alive Now I'm just sitting in my car Cause all I ever do is drive All I ever do is drive