Phoenix

I know someday i'll get better but right now just leave me alone Everything i do hurts you to watch, like lines and dancing in tables I wish i had a heart that could love you the way you want The only time i can admit something's wrong Is when it's 3am and i'm not sober enough to lie I guess it's time again where i burn myself down So i can try to rebuild something that won't let you down I got too fucked up last night they don't know how i'm still alive but it's fine it's fine I may never learn but i always get by I got an obsession with learning the hard way and seeing how long till i break In hopes something will hurt me enough to put me in my place Every street in this city already owns my name But i'm too scared to let them know why i let the pain feel like home If you drown out static with sounds Eventually you'll burn right out Says he shouldn't have got close Cause i am a phoenix and burn everyone i know Says he don't wanna know Cause i burn everyone Says don't even step close Cause i burn everyone