First Thing I Reach For

Brown liquor in black coffee puts my headache off for now The hurt last night put on me still spinning me around And now that I've a smoke, even though I can hardly breathe The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need Another night of bad decisions, there's one still laying in my bed The bastard in me wishes that he'd've woke up first and left And you'd think a girl on fire would stay away from gasoline The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need Oh, the last thing I need is to need you like I do And the first thing I reach for is anything but you If I can keep away the lonely for a moment, well that's good enough for me The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need If I can keep away the lonely for a moment, well that's good enough for me The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need