Celestial Druid

Little dread head hippie bitch She seemed cool, always talkin bout spiritual this And kundalini that. i'm trying to find my zen And what do you know, she slid in my dms, damn She even hit me with a smile face First thing i asked, what's your age? She said time ain't real, but i'll be 19 in december I was only 20, said bet, what's your number? 818-562 oh shit wait That's hollywood, i stay in LA But right now i'm down south hustlin tryna get paid I'll be flyin in in a couple weeks, let's cop a fade I'm just tryna get to know you I'm just tryna get to know you I'm just tryna get to know you (i ain't even tryna f*ck though) I got some things i could show ya And she was waitin at the airport i missed a flight for Kicked it with her a couple days and got bored Told her i wasn't feelin it, weeks passed before Her cousins girlfriend hit me up, what for? 'S missin, have you heard from her? Found a phone in her car abandoned, and a note Under her dresser That she wrote for ya She said that she loved ya She was lookin up plane tickets, aren't you in texas? Yeah, but i only knew her a couple weeks Why the hell would she fly to me? I don't know, but i guess she felt safe with ya I'll let you know if i hear anything and get back to ya Ahh f*ck, somehow i feel guilty. filthy I wanna kill me. she was a good girl really Search parties goin out all over cities All over twitter, atin me, askin me What the f*ck goin on when i don't even know What's up with my own life, that's selfish though Then my phone dings, it's about her Supposedly her stepdad had came forth He been raping and beating her since he married her mom She threatened to tell so he kicked her out all alone He was a biker and he ran with a gang That kidnapped her down the street when she drove away They all took turns fuckin her till her throat burned Cuttin her up, beatin her up till her blood turned black They left her in the woods where she laid for two days By the time they found her, she ain't have shit to say, damn... I'm just tryna get to know ya (but i guess i'm too late) I'm just tryna get to know you (i don't know what to say) I'm just tryna get to know you (did you get the bouquet that i sent you though?) I got some things i could show you (i can't imagine how you feeling, call me when you get this) Told my homegirl i thought it all was fake, but who the hell am i to say that? So i never did again. sent her flowers and a plane ticket Took a road trip, camped the grand canyon Copped a spot in LA, dropped her off at her family's Fucked around for about a month She gave me too as soon as i picked her up I thought she'd be traumatized, i didn't even hug Much less try to f*ck, i felt bad for the girl I still felt the same though, i didn't really want her Told her that i couldn't do it, then my homegirl called me, what's good? Not much ashxs, found her beauty pageants I been doin some diggin, think you might be right see She just turned 17, she lied about her age You're right, the account and phone number was fake You're right. i talked to her cousins fiancé And you're right, none of this happened, she made the page You're right, she was talkin to us all those days Why she wouldn't answer phone calls and the account was made since you met her That's crazy. even told me that it killed our baby Hit her up, what the f*ck, on read for days, she Finally hit me back, said sorry, that she love me And she did it all just for some attention from me, what the f*ck... She said i'm tryna get to know yau Got some things i could show you I guess they just weren't for you Bitch i wish i didn't get to know you I'm gone