Relapse

And i swear to god i hate myself Can't live this life, can't contain myself Another plane, or another cell I get too high, tryna kill myself I pop too much you can never tell I pop too much you can never tell yeah Never tell yeah I'll be right backkkk But you don't wanna fuckin hear that Just want me to choke you while i hit it from the back yeahhhh Pop some pills n maybe relax Baby relax, cause i really don't wanna relapse Hate you had to see that don't want you to see that Cause i just had a fuckin relapse Thought i was a goner when i od'd in miami Convinced myself i passed away in LA gettin trippy Had a seizure in vegas, almost died leavin houston Hospital in huntsville, right next to the prison I don't see myself, I don't see my family It ain't even the drugs, they just ain't understanding me I don't understand either, truly they're all good people I just got to escape cause all i see is the evil and I don't know how i'm still alive, but i guess it's for a reason And if i ever relapse, just know it's for a reason Baby relax, cause i really don't wanna relapse Hate you had to see that don't want you to see that Cause i just had a fuckin relapse Baby relax, cause i really don't wanna relapse Hate you had to see that don't want you to see that Cause i just had a fuckin relapse And i don't know how i'm still alive, but i guess it's for a reason And if i ever relapse, just know it's for a reason