Ode To You

Left me shattered like a broken glass Wiping tears in the hallways Had me missing class It wasn't ya fault I was too open How I miss the pass? I blame myself Cause I ain't know my worth Hurt and insecure tryna make it work But I forgive you You was doing yo job A nigga gone be a nigga You was playin yo cards And deep down I knew But ima sucker for love And you never been loved so I was routing for us yea I'm sorry that yo momma died I really wish I coulda helped you Battle all that pride I seen that demon forming When I looked you in yo eyes The kinda look that made Wanna commit suicide And I couldn't voice Just how I felt My mental health was fading Me and you put a room You couldn't look When I was naked And I understood because I never felt pretty I never had that body That you liked when you was with me You wouldn't even touch me And I thought cause you was grieving I thought I had it figured out So why we was beefin But looks can be deceiving You made me so defensive And I wasted so much time You kno that time is too expensive It was a lot for us to figure out I guess you was to caught up You ain't in the picture now You rather scroll on yo phone Than have a conversation That's how I know we bored And that was just the confirmation You don't even kno my shoe size Yet you claim to kno me you don't kno my True side We in a room all day, its like we in Separate locations How we gone spend a life together Shit dried up like raisins Feelin low like a basement And, you know you insecure too Skeletons up in yo closet Need to seek truth Swear I could never take you serious You was too angry As to why I was oblivious Cuz you was just like me In some scenarios We ain't wanna be alone We ain't let it go Never let a man dictate Your confidence, cause now it's me That gotta deal with the consequence Alert and cognitive I was lost but not my consciousness Just know that pit Ain't always bottomless And I was heartless shit And now I'm absent like them Promises All I needed from you was to use your Common sense