forgetting how to laugh

I don't know why i am getting sad My mental health is getting really bad I don't know why my life is so blue I'm nineteen and if I'm being honest I really don't have any clue I don't know why i am getting sad My mental health is getting really bad I don't know why my life is so blue I'm nineteen and if I'm being honest I really don't have any Clue All I see is darkness They're heartless, Smartly dressed Why do people judge based on appearance? People lie just to blend with their kind completely blind Completely Blind I think I am forgetting how to laugh I often say the quote "this too shall pass" Will i feel this way forever ? Tell me now I'm so tired I can't wait anymore I'm alone with my thoughts Drowning in my sofa I'm wondering, I'm wondering I no longer wanna try. It's sad, I'm only 19 and I already feel like quitting When I die, Please don't cry Look up and say goodbye I don't know why I am getting sad My mental health is getting really bad I don't know why my life is so blue I'm nineteen and if I'm being honest I really don't have any clues