Anxiety

I'm trynna learn how to care less How can I care so much, while I also can't care less I need adrenaline rush, but can't get out the chair yes Anxiety says I'mma die Depression hoping it don't lie I'm trynna learn how to care less How can I care so much, while I also can't care less I need adrenaline rush, but can't get out the chair yes Anxiety says I'mma die Depression hoping it don't lie I've been way too stressed lately These thoughts fill up my head daily I'm lost I'm not on meds, but maybe That's up if this boat gets more shaky Like I- I'm too scared to die But lately I've been sorta terrified Because of what that I go and bear in mind My fear of death it slowly declines They say that things get better, I mean I guess that things got better slightly, But it comes and then goes like the weather, I be In the eye of the storm, might fly if I go on now I'm trynna learn how to care less How can I care so much, while I also can't care less I need adrenaline rush, but can't get out the chair yes Anxiety says I'mma die Depression hoping it don't lie I'm trynna learn how to care less How can I care so much, while I also can't care less I need adrenaline rush, but can't get out the chair yes Anxiety says I'mma die Depression hoping it don't lie Long sleeves, I got tape on my arms From where all the scars be, don't glorify self harm But it helps me when I need, to try and disarm The thoughts that divide me Thoughts that define me Walking down a one-way road I can't reach out all on my own I got me now a friend to help cope We both deal with the same so I hope We both can get rid of this pain From distant homes but still we're the same My distant hope is that we can change I think we both need it today I'm trynna learn how to care less How can I care so much, while I also can't care less I need adrenaline rush, but can't get out the chair yes Anxiety says I'mma die Depression hoping it don't lie I'm trynna learn how to care less How can I care so much, while I also can't care less I need adrenaline rush, but can't get out the chair yes Anxiety says I'mma die Depression hoping it don't lie