last words

I'm trynna spin it a minute And yeah it might go south But the place that I been in Is like a psycho house In my head there's nothing And then when the lights go out There be storming around with all of my old doubts Where do I go now GPS broken voices be high, so loud Telling me that I should die oh wow It's like a vinyl now, how it Go round and round in the same place Put that needle down that's my ace Up my sleeve, I can't stop it jezz I'm trynna erase all my pain but can't cut it free I got no taste I'm numb I don't feel no blades I'm plus twenty it's a waste My head is all empty but no space Bar, I jump it Say I blow? Well shit got no trumpet Say I'm dope? Well shit I don't done it Shit I go dumb it's, lit I go run it That's the state I have Whenever I don't care about bloody nothing I'm 6 feet from bloody coffins But still I be running, running Not going not coming, coming Not slowing for nothing, nothing Not knowing if something fucking it up yeah I'm sorta running to die But also running to live So if I die then forgive me Or don't If you hate me then it's fine I'm gon miss me, ha no I would hate me if I died or I lived g So it doesn't matter because the list be, oh no Way too long for me to go and just list even 1% Like I want the end But it haunts me when That I'm gone it'll then Move on to another And then another, another, another Another, another, another, another The cycle I'm spinning is like the cycle I live in And no the bible ain't fitting What you talking bout afterlife Like what a mad surprise Haven't I had a nice life But if you kill yourself You gon grill in hell Ah shit I'm thrilled to tell That I don't, care It can't be worse than here nah so there Is no reason for me to really oh care But let's not get into religion I told you it could go south and holy shit yeah yes it did and well I guess more than 1 way, south is down and what is also? Hell But I'm not there yet, continuing gods test, ah yeah My mind is a strange place My body gotta carry, let's call it dead weight Ha ha I'm trynna spill the last of me that I have still And I- I don't know if I'll still be part of Life on earth so will... you please listen These are my Last words