Borderline Hell

I've wasted so much time Believing that, they're talking back But I just don't know what I'd even say I don't know what they could be whispering I'm listening, yet every time I try it end the same Tell me what I'm missing but I know it's not on me (Not on me) Spell it out or scream for me in a way that makes it clear (Makes it clear) I'll say without a dollar to my name, right to your face That I'm not all that great We fight and yell and can't you tell that Where we stand might border hell And I just can't fake anymore I'll stop the pieces, I'll stop the rain from crashing down Give me a reason to unload all the grief we've found I'll find my peace and I'll make it all go away One great big step from yesterday I hate that I'm so down on myself, on myself I love that I can make it by myself, by myself I hate that I'm so down on myself, on myself I love that I can make it by myself, by myself Take a break (I hate that I'm so down on myself, on myself) From what is wrong (I love that I can make it by myself, by myself) Shake the weight (I hate that I'm so down on myself, on myself) Becoming strong (I love that I can make it by myself, by myself) I'll stop the pieces I'll stop the rain from crashing down Give me a reason to unload all the grief we found I'll find my peace and I'll make it all go away One great big step from yesterday I'll stop the pieces, I'll stop the rain I'll find my peace and make it all go away