Glimpse of Future

As soon as i was out of the womb My only desire was to get inside another one Perpetual hunting Murdering my father to overcome the illusion That i was born to consume without any effort at all Calculating my future i have to project myself But the roots of my life wither to let me know That i am the sum of every actions of my past Something was missing, and now i can figure it out Closer to the edge, i'm ready to fall I can't discern those who push me and those who hold me I'm learning new emotions i'm afraid all by myself The permanent echo leads me out of the way So I look inside and what i find is disintegrating It's time to mourn, my shattered heart is decaying I stand on the dust of my past life I'm crossing the path to get a bright glimpse of future