HARD TO KILL (feat. Jahsy)

Show my group love, no "Tongue Tied" Take me to my best friends house I be chillin' with my feet in the air For my niggas, I'm ten toes down Pissed off, ion even know why Any door I close, I slam Stand on my money, I'm the same height A young nigga been broke as hell Like, damn I should've never fell for that scam Oh well I should've been true to my self What the f*ck? I been cuttin' corners all year Push come to shove, I'ma step up But my drive too hard to kill Fresh out the booth, day 1, lil' bro been ill No 'rona Jumped by some niggas in Pomona Shit when? That was like, 2012 Jah, A.K.A. Johnny Gat Been there and did that when she told me go to hell Put my chin up but the top still fell Niggas puttin' me down, too hard to kill I was down on my dick, I was livin' in the whip My back still recoverin' (deadass) Prayin' up to God, I was prayin' to Xzibit Come down and pimp my shit The engine over heatin' and the paint was fuckin' chippin' And all my seats was ripped That "life" shit used to be clip When I'm thinkin' back, I deadass almost offed my shit (chill, chill) Kept it all in More bottled up emotions than the pharmacy that give me my pills Pushed my family out the pic' I regret it, that's void I can never refill My whole life is a wreck I must be architect, my trauma just builds Lost my purpose, still found me a way to keep pushin' That's the power of will Threw myself in the deep end Holding my breath 'til I found my gills In thoughts of doubt, I drowned Let me find out niggas really can't swim Always been the odd one out Made me hate myself, didn't want to exist Now I'm barely realizin' I'm him Now my ego too hard to kill