Still Alive

This war persists for hundreds of years Tons of blood are shed on the bursting fields Million drops of sweat and burning tears Are mashed up with painful fears The burning barns are just caskets for the dead I am alone in this macabre paradise Everywhere I'm looking; chaos arise Know there's nothing left I dread My eyes are closing, I feel so free The hot red water flows down on me My skin gets cold, my breath falls brief With honor I wear my gown of grief The corpses of the lucky are cold and burned I am sorry for being still alive in this world The wind brings the sickening breed to me My body fades away, I don't want to be alive My eyes are closing, I feel so free The hot red water flows down on me My skin gets cold, my breath falls brief With honor I wear my gown of grief Calls and shadows are surrounding my shell They come closer with every breath Bringing me my desired death Finally, I feel at last well My eyes are closing, I feel so free The hot red water flows down on me My skin gets cold, my breath falls brief With honor I wear my gown of grief