Delirium

I will admit I will admit Sometimes I feel I don't want to exist Want to exist Gone in a blip Cause of the pain that is stuck in my head Enough has been said Hop in the whip and I go Drifting, I'm out of control So I just ride Cruise and I drive Nothing but me and the lights Feeling the vibe The only way to free myself at night, night When nothing is right I find myself by playing with my life, life, oh Hop on the freeway In a high speed chase Run from myself This ain't a relay, this ain't a relay Sometimes I wish I could go back and replay Days when I was just a teenage Make better choices Should've drowned out all of the noises All of the voices The only way to free myself inside, side When nothing is right My thoughts are playing trick upon my mind, mind, oh Yeah Had a bad day I was just stuck in a phase There's nothing to say Keep it 100 I stay in my place, asleep in a Hyundai I hope for a future that's off the computer My focus is neutered I'll get it back someday The only way to free myself is time, time Let it slip away I try to get back up and start the climb, climb, oh Time to fight back Getting back on the right path Forgetting the past If you ain't first, you might just be last But stay on the track Sometimes to wake yourself up You got to let go and just crash If you sit back It's passing you by Your life might go by in a flash The only way to keep myself alive Is why I'm not afraid to die This feeling brings the tears into my eyes, eyes closed