Burning Memories

They tell me "Maybe you should let her go Focus on yourself All your songs sounding like letters bro" You don't got the pictures and the memories that built it though You don't understand what my mind be thinking when alone I just wish the pain would go away And you would just come home Put myself in tough positions when I go to message you You could give me All the drugs in this world But they won't work It's fucked up but you give me the high that I been looking for And to make it worse you my antidote F*ck it though Tell me that you love me Even if you're lying baby Tell me that I'm worth it every time I'm trying baby Cause I get suicidal every time you drive me crazy Answer all my late night calls cause sometimes I just break down And sometimes I just hate how I'm feeling when I think of you now Cause nothing is the same now No, Nothing is the same now I'm rolling up these memories to burn em all away Cause I just lost my best friend you can see it in my face Stop acting as if we're not meant You know that this is faith And I know I'm the reason this ain't worked yeah I'm the blame Cause I've been losing myself lately Tell me where you been baby Cause lately I been going crazy I swear you'll never find no one like me I swear you'll never find no one like me Losing myself lately Tell me where you been baby Cause lately I been going crazy I swear you'll never find no one like me I swear you'll never find no one like me Late nights in the studio and you been on my mind Tryna make another song but then I start to write Memories that kill me at the same time make me smile Reminiscing back to days I used to call you mine And now it's just so different all alone with all my thoughts Sitting in this empty house by myself with this song Yeah you can catch me pacing tryna make sense of it all But sometimes it just eats at me I'm tryna not give up It just gets so hard tryna find myself through all this Numbing all the pain with alcohol and drugs I'm falling Wondering if I could hide the pain when I be talking Looking at my phone tryna stop myself from calling But trust me look don't worry I'll be okay within time I know I'm in pain when I'm writing up these rhymes It can only last so long before I die inside I think it's too late for that I'd rather just not lie, look Cause I've been losing myself lately Tell me where you been baby Cause lately I been going crazy I swear you'll never find no one like me I swear you'll never find no one like me Losing myself lately Tell me where you been baby Cause lately I been going crazy I swear you'll never find no one like me I swear you'll never find no one like me