For Katie, how the fxck did this happen?

If you're not gunna miss me If you can go on without me If you can sleep at night just fine I'm dying inside If you can drive away If you're not gunna miss me If you can sleep at night just fine I'm better off No matter how much I lift you up You weight yourself back down You have so much sadness So much despair You could do it differently I really shouldn't care I blocked your number today Relapsed on a 3 dollar bottle Cried the whole way down If you're not gunna miss me If you can go on without me If you can sleep at night just fine I'm dying inside If you can drive away If you're not gunna miss me If you can sleep at night just fine I'm better off Anger and empty Broken up misery I hate how I knew you I don't hate you I don't hate you You're cold You're venom A plague Play victim It's your world We're just in it It's your world We're just in it If you're not gunna miss me If you can go on without me If you can sleep at night just fine I'm dying inside If you can drive away If you're not gunna miss me If you can sleep at night just fine I'm better off Dear katie Stop running Stop chasing greener grass It's not a new chapter You're life isn't that bad What do you think is out there A magic place A knight who waits A solution to the problems that you Create Flipping a coin to make decisions Toss in the well You're prayin for wishes