Too Much

There's a circle of metal chairs all around me I feel like I'm dying My anxiety is so oppressive It feels heavy inside my chest You're not here and it doesn't feel right If I could stay sober one more night Make it back to this room The heat in my head consumes I'm  slipping It's too much It's too much It's too much If I breakdown If I f*ck up Will I lose you Gotta behave now Already feel like You're not here It's too much I'm feeling psycho Their telling stories about how life goes I couldn't care less I'm looking at my phone I only came here Cause when you saw me I swear you looked So impressed I gotta have you Taste you F*ck you Love you I wanna feel you This room is so cold And these people are jokes It's too much It's too much It's too much It's too much Some woman is crying Her children were taken Some man is so angry His love for booze has betrayed him I am following down this hell hole I feel out of control If I breakdown If  I mess up If I lose you I  don't know what to do I'm fucking confused I Hate the crowd in this room I don't want help I'm slipping But I feel so confused