Middle of Nowhere

In the middle of nowhere There's a place where I just wanna go And find out who I am And maybe some pills for my headache I will climb up every mountain Even though I'm too damn frightened Almost 27 club, but surely I don't wanna die I wanna feel myself enlightened I'm alive I wanna dive into the depth of my own heart To touch the bottom of its scars And maybe next time after hours I will play 'Song to the Siren' I will listen to the silence And ignore futile devices To accept myself and others All my exes and their partners Parents car and neighbours garden Rented house and credit cards I let 'em burn down to the ashes Love your haters, kill your darlings It's not easy as it sounds I know it's hard to make it right So do you wanna watch this movie Life's a game and I'm a newbie Shit