When the Lights Go Out (Lost Tape)

Where should I go when the time comes? Maybe I'll see it when I am old enough I turned 25 yet I'm full of doubts Cause I still don't know what should I do with this ordinary life How can I help this heavy heart? What will I see when the lights go out? I'm lying in my bed and getting overwhelmed Got stuck in my thoughts Got tired of myself With questions that don't seem to make any sense I was scared to make any sound I was scared to make any choice F*ck those who thought I'm in, cause I'm out Now it's time to raise up my voice