Reluctant, Pt. 2 (feat. Iriasona)

They think that they get it Ion think that they get it They pushing And pushing And pushing my limits Anxiety creepin My demons not sleeping All this is the reason Insomnia creeping They say let it out Im holding it in Too scared to vent Might lose all my friends Searching for answers They said look within But how is that true Im living in sin They swear they be helping But really ignant Like why are sad You have all of this F*ck that bullshit You really should stop it Might go grab a gun load it back and then cock it Dealing with issues My past steady haunting me Used to pop pills Yea just to feel something But really was numbing So I could keep running Ignoring my problems Now isn't that something I barely be talkin Like damn what the f*ck My mental state really be fucking me up I barely be talkin Like damn what the f*ck My mental state really be fucking shit up I know deep down they dont care People use you and then leave I've heard it all before Dealing with uncertainty I know deep down they don't care People use you and then leave I've heard it all before Dealing with uncertainty