Escape

I'm way too in my own head, I can't get out of it I wanna fight my way out but it's a part of me Where is the exit door, I want out, I wanna go I'm way too in my own head This feeling, I cannot escape it I'm left yearning, staring at the ceiling Wishing that I was better I never gave myself a chance to go easy on me Picking faults and blaming imperfections I get attention but I can't use it to get some help I need a little bit Oh when I'm in the thick of it If it looks like it's too heavy Then it's probably too much to handle It's an attack from the inside, it's killing me It's downsizing all of my walls It's nothing else but a tax on the smiles When optimism lightens the load I'm way too in my own head, I can't get out of it I wanna fight my way out but it's a part of me Where is the exit door, I want out, I wanna go I'm way too in my own head Can't escape, it's a maze in its cases I see mirrors but they're all different faces It's true but if I find a way out I'll be sure to get back to you I can't seem to find a different angle To look at this problem that I cannot untangle Like a shoe, I'm stepping on my soul It's an attack from the inside, it's killing me It's downsizing all of my walls It's nothing else but a tax on the smiles When optimism lightens the load I'm way too in my own head, I can't get out of it I wanna fight my way out but it's a part of me Where is the exit door, I want out, I wanna go I'm way too in my own head Can't escape, it's a maze in its cases I see mirrors but they're all different faces It's true but if I find a way out I'll be sure to get back to you