Open Letters

Send a letter to my home So I know where we at Unless we both don't know how to address this message I'd send it to your home But I don't know where we at I guess we both don't know how to address this message Dear I hope that you're okay Like please This should be the tenth time writing this thing Screw the "I can't write to you, less you write to me"s I'm bad explaining Forgive all the cancellations But know this wasn't brought by procrastination At June the 11th I'll be at the station Was gonna wait it out But I lack the patience I feel like I'm losing you And I might be deluded But if it's true Then I gotta make a different move So hear it goes Songs making noise Know you hearing those And dark thoughts might move near your lobes The very thought scares my soul So this is me clearing those It's about me dealing with the pain I'm not vilifying And it's not about blame It comforts me And to everyone that's going through a similar phase I hope it does the same I read about what you were going through And the fact that I wasn't there for ya man I felt so ashamed I hope you're back together I hope you feeling better Hope you seeing brighter weathers Hope your head up when it rains Jig is up I got abandonment issue I think that you don't care And damn it I miss you Miss you as a friend The letter I send I swear that I'll do everything that I can, to fly Are you still in the sky? The distance between us I'll kill it tonight But I need to know if you're willing to try Reply if you're ready Sincerely Demi Your friend Send a letter to my home So I know where we at Unless we both don't know how to address this message I'd send it to your home But I don't know where we at I guess we both don't know how to address this message Send a I think of you and I feel pity I broke your heart And you're acting like you found lump cancers Nigga tough titty You're far from a poet With your childlike stanzas Bad at music As you are a dancer Shuffling through my mind You forever the first Said loving me was your death But you ain't get in the hearse You're not even pathetic you're worse Overdosed on your version of love And still had the nerve to beg me to nurse I don't got no obligation to you simp ass niggas I won't sugar coat Of breastfeed you bitch ass niggas Felt threatened cause All of your acts of love were flowerless And powerless Iris the shade of your fucking avarice Wishing you were Aladdin for what? Hunh? You fuckin' lizard Why don't you wish yourself into a dragon You tell em that your unbothered And don't tell em that I'm on the fourth mortgage in your mind Without spending a dime And more so lifting a hair I hope the truth tears through your torso As you sit in this chair And by the way your nigga is here Say Hi "Hi", See unlike you he's a great guy As you intoxicate with porn trouble and bottles I want you to look at him as a model He's healthy, stable, intelligent Not razz unlike you he's got class He's elegant And eloquent Wonder wether you'd feel like you got locked out of heaven If I f*ck him for the hell of it Even though I'm celibate You entitled pseudo psycho piece of garbage Get your ass out the coffin And take a spoon of this medicine