Myself

Manic depressive Panic and stressing Falling victim to an institution Locked inside my mind Locked within my pride Locked within the dizziness fucking with my stride Manic depressive Panic and stressing Falling victim to an institution Locked inside my mind Locked within my pride Locked within the dizziness fucking with my stride Can I kick a little bit Can I Spit a little bit Don't be confused by the hype and the views There's some real news I'm not the same My brain chemistry had me feeling like a lame Like an outsider watching the world through grain Grainy eyes, grainy like a VSCO filter Hazy mind, a portal I would fuckin enter enter Hyperventilating Thoughts feeling jaded I'm on panic and nobody feel what I feel This is that realer than real Realer than realer Realer than realer Realer than realer Realer Is this realer than real Got to get back To Myself Got to get back to Myself Got to get back to Hope you feel well soon Got to get back to Myself Manic depressive Panic and stressing Falling victim to an institution Locked inside my mind Locked within my pride Locked within the dizziness fucking with my stride Manic depressive Panic and stressing Falling victim to an institution Locked inside my mind Locked within my pride Locked within the dizziness fucking with my stride You're not alone I was once afraid too See we see the world on a different spectrum Can't roam too far Anxiety and paranoia might kick in The voices might ring louder Then got you feeling for meds again The herb don't smoke the same The herb turned on me like fame does to niggas who fame-us Monkey on my back like a damn clout chaser Took black bodies from the rituals and sermons Now they lookin' at us like we're a burden Like we're fuckin burd... Like we're fucking burdens Cause I got to get back to Myself Got to get back to Hope you get well soon Got to get back to Myself Not feeling the same Got to get back to myself