Too Close

I live inside a catacomb entombed with all my fears I look over my shoulder catching up are all my years I think I'm going crazy and my mind's not thinking clear I wish you'd leave me tortured like I have tortured you over the years Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster If I were you I wouldn't get too close You're better off if you go better stay clear The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most Cause it's not you it's me I cannot make sense of the state that I'm in I'm a wreck you agree I'm a hazard to myself and those around I hate to show this side of me That no one knows I think I'm fine But I am damaged, I'm not fine Knowing that I have damaged you Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster If I were you I wouldn't get too close You're better off if you go better stay clear The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most Don't get to close Lying to myself That I don't need your help I need attention Lying to myself That I don't need your help I'm better off without it You'll be better off without me To my cell I go I'm better left for dead You're better off without me I'll be better off without you too Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster If I were you I wouldn't get too close You're better off if you go better stay clear The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most Why am I afraid to face the truth I don't know I don't know why Lately I wish I was someone else But I'm here left to code I'm scared