Flowers

The way you hurt me Made me feel like I'm unworthy Like less than deserving Thought I was a bad person Felt like I was cursed and Didn't know what to do So I stayed way too long Just tryna please you I was a fool Took the abuse Didn't know it was abuse Almost lost my mind I was more than confused You had a ruse You had a plan Emptied paint out the can And the picture you portrayed Was full of glitz and glam You could never understand If you ain't ever been through it Hold tight to your sanity Life's crazy if you lose it Almost lost it But I got it Surviving was the option Know I'm here for a purpose And so I choose to opt in I stay Awake at night And I I wonder why I Go through these trials in life I stay Awake at night And I I wonder why I Go through these trials in life God said I'm chosen Like Elsa was from Frozen You took away my power Then I withered like some flowers Had my heart but you devoured You left me bone dry Emptied out my soul Can't count how much you made me cry I cried so many times But you said everything was fine Said we would get through it But it was all lies And the look in your eyes Was like a black hole Had so much eye contact But I never saw your soul I stay Awake at night And I I wonder why I Go through these trials in life I stay Awake at night And I I wonder why I Go through these trials in life Shits been hard You can tell by my scars Never saw it coming When you stabbed me in the dark But karma coming to you It's the way of the law F*ck with someone's heart You get the pain you cause We all got flaws And we got beauty marks That's why I can forgive you I'm not always up to par I came really really far And now I'm fully charged Transmuted tons of trauma And out came a star I stay Awake at night And I I wonder why I Go through these trials in life I stay Awake at night And I I wonder why I Go through these trials in life