Thank You

My heart dropped when I saw you for the first time Couldn't believe it I was shocked at the same time Fell in love all over again knowing that you mine I was in a dark place but now because of you it shines I just want to say thank you in advance Thank you for your love and for making me a better man I feel this connection every time I hold your hand Smiles when I hold her it's like she already knows who I am She's the reason why I'm so motivated Hungrier now I'll be dammed if I never make it Been real from the very beginning no I never faked it Feels good when you made it from the bottom I made it from the pavement I find myself missing you more when I'm not with you Can't just sit around I gotta to do what I gotta do I would rather spend my whole time with you if it's possible But it's almost impossible when I got a lot to do Rather tell you the truth don't want to lie to you Hurts my heart every each time I say bye to you I just want to let you know baby girl I would die for you If I died trying to make you happy at least I tried for you Just know I truly love you just know im here I know when you cry for real when I see your tears I can't never be like my father he just disappeared So I can only imagine if I wasn't there I just want to take this time to thank the man above He was always there for me always showed me love When I was lost and needed guidance I looked up above Focused on becoming a better me can't never be who I was Never thought I'd make this far guess it's God's plan I feel the love each time I hold my moms hand Almost lost my life when my Uber crashed then my alarm rang Been through the worst but there's not one thing I'll ever change You can't change what it's meant to be Love music only if you knew what it meant to me Hate it more because of all the time it takes from me Wonder if I'll ever make it guess I have to wait and see I hope I make it to heaven when I pass away Hoping I get to meet the man above I have a lot to say Missing my grandma why did you have to take her life away Remember playing in the back of her building like it was yesterday After I heard the news I had to isolate Understand what you do in life has a price to pay Trust no one they not your friend what momma use to say Thank God for the advice I carry on today Thank you for not being there when I needed you Thank you for letting me down when I believed in you They only like what they see, not what they see in you Do good in life and still that's how they treating you