clay

(one, two, one two) I've got a tendency To push away who's good for me And then I wonder why I'm lonely (C'mon I want your pity, c'mon I want your pity, c'mon) I ignore you when you send a message to me I don't know why But there's something in my bones that tells me not to reply There's no reason for this self-destructive behavior Maybe it's just easier to be alone when I make everyone hate me Treat you as my punchline Behind your back is where I was 'Cause I couldn't look you in the eyes But between my eyes Is where I needed a punch 'Cause only a pussy hides from the light I ignore you when you send a message to me I don't know why But there's something in my bones that tells me not to reply There's no reason for this self-destructive behavior Maybe it's just easier to be alone when I make everyone hate me Maybe the sight of your name is enough to annoy me And that's shitty 'cause all you've ever been is good to me You sent me a framed picture of our day And all I gave in return were promises made of clay Now I'm spinning like a movie scene His hand gliding all over me I know damn well that if I listened It would've been you with me Spinning like a pot of clay Molded by the words I say The pressure of my hands on your soul Is enough to make or break Break you like clay, break you like clay Terracotta, slip and scar, not my problem Break you down like clay, break you down like clay Terracotta, slip and scar, not my problem