late night convos (single version)

Late night convos if you're awake You're 22 and dealing with boy shit (You caused it) I'd come over if it were my birthday Supportive of you in your depression (Manipulated) 17 Naive To think you see me as your equal 19 Innocently Unaware that he's stuck in the middle Late night convos through our phones Never met you in person Never had a chance till you broke up It's weird how I wished he was my boyfriend Relationship consolation From someone who's never had one Ask me to snoop around on him I said 'no, you'll never see me on one' And how fucked up is it? I get it, you were lovesick, you were perfect together But I guess he didn't feel the same, and now you're in London And how fucked up is it: That every time I saw a notification for you pop on my phone, I got excited? I feel indecent It wasn't my first time being used And it might not be the last But I never thought I'd try to be groomed By a man I'd never met Even though I hate to admit that I liked the attention Late night convos when we're awake The conversation has gotten stagnant I don't know why I stayed awake in the first place You never did anything for me