No Place To Rehab

How can this phone be More addicting than cocaine Looked for rehab places Couldn't find the names Want to volunteer Have them run tests on my brain Feel like 13 Drizzy Nothing was the same Daughter want to play games But I have no time Only time that I have Is the screen time In the meantime My son is having breakdowns Autism can really bring Your weight down So I take another dose Of this legal drug Made it so easy to escape Without having to run Will they remember daddy Being home but not present Will they remember the pain But not lessons Will they count their losses But not blessings Will they remember Daddy out here stressing Will they look at Me less Cause I'm confessing That I'm neglectful and My emotions I'm suppressing Come on A Put your phone down man Your family needs you Don't pick it up anymore Don't pick it up I come home wifey Wants to have a conversation Give her 5 minutes Then it's back to entertainment She wants my gaze but She' going to need a resevervation I'm too busy Knicks twitter Got my communication Then I act surprised When she start complaining I'm like girl chill You're exaggerating I'm not the love Of your life I'm like what you mean It's that that girl You had when you were 15 I'm like girl nah This ain't Disney You're the only one That I want with me We've had our problems Many to be honest We both wanted to run But we are beyond it I know I'm not the same Man that you dated Writing you love notes Things are complicated May be I don't like the way You try to boss me around You only throw strikes You pitch the truth Straight from the mound But I know what you need And I can't even change Protecting my time stone Like I'm Stephen Strange But girl you are worth it You deserve it I'd go back in time Just to make it all perfect Before I was addicted Before I lost interest Get rid of the gram And live life to the Simplest But in reality It's back to the dopamine I keep scrolling 'Till I lose all the soul in me Come on A Wake up and pray Got to Wake up man Wake up I'm looking for a girl Her name is first love The room got crowded So I think she got a shove And it's embarrassing God's done a lot for me With no life vest I'm drowning in this apathy Like I forgot answered prayers From a jail cell Like suddenly by myself I was made well Like I forgot college dreams And got a degree Student loans paid off Sallie mae I'm free Twenty seveven got my family A home Didn't stop me From feeling dry and alone Sometimes I just want To brake my phone But like Adam I take this apple And I make it my own Product of the curse But it was reversed So what excuse do I have To live at my worst They say pray pray You'll see change change I'm like man I'm tired Of seeing the same same Where's the optimism? Man it ran away Searching for rehab Places for me to stay First love left Optimism ran Can't find them both Like they're living in Never Land Feeling childish You can call me Peter Pan I can't unhook it Captain you'll never understand No gold, Just want The silver lining in the hand Can't find the truth Must be stuck in a twitter ban Come on A Don't give up now Just keep going man Can't give up Come on No place to Rehab But I'm still searching No place to rehab But still hoping No place to Rehab But I'm still going No place to Rehab But I'm still daddy No place to Rehab But I'm still hubby No place to Rehab But I'm still praying No place to Rehab But I'm still dreaming No place to Rehab But I'm still rapping No place to Rehab But I'm still searching No place to rehab But still hoping No place to Rehab But I'm still going No place to Rehab But I'm still daddy No place to Rehab But I'm still hubby No place to Rehab But I'm still praying No place to Rehab But I'm still dreaming No place to Rehab But I'm still rapping