Death Bed (Remix)

Yeah, aye I've been stuck inside a fantasy And borderline abusive I can't write a stupid song Without wondering if you view it I can't focus right on anything I loved to before this All the music that I used to love? I've painfully ignored it I don't listen to myself because I hurt the one I trusted And if you do that how can you be the one somebody's loving I don't wanna be a liar, I don't wanna be a fraud But I've been so many times I don't know what I am at all Don't stay away for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee For your head I'll get you up and going Out of bed I said that I had trusted you But really that's another lie I went and checked the texts up on your phone about a dozen times I never had a chill, I always had to go and push it Even when I'd yell and holler and have all the neighbors looking You were trying for the best, and never wanted me to hurt I was trying for myself, I never tried enough for her I was stupid, like the selfish kind So fucking insecure And I'm still always trynna figure why the f*ck it didn't work And now it's got me singing Don't stay away for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee For your head I'll get you up and going Out of bed And I don't feel a thing Don't stay away for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee For your head I'll get you up and going Out of bed I've been painting life by number Ain't a clue how I can finish I've been trynna just do me, but doing me is kinda simpish I got friends who really care about me, even though I've faulted I've got people in my life who'd ride or die for what I'm starting But I'm getting kinda sick of mixing memories with dreams, yeah We all make mistakes but all mistakes come with a fee, yeah If I ever learn just one thing in my life then it would probably be That there ain't nothing fucking shittier than when you go and cheat F*ck Don't stay away for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee For your head I'll get you up and going Out of bed Don't stay away for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee For your head I'll get you up and going Out of bed