Feelings

They told me my life was full of joy Tell me why I was raised in hell No one wanna ruin me like the Number 12 Nobody wanna know me Nobody wanna love me They told me my life was full of joy Tell me why I was raised in hell No one wanna ruin me like the Number 12 Nobody wanna know me Its feeling of love And calmness in the air When I get a glimpse I can't help but stare I need to get things out of my hair And that is a confession I feel like I'm lessen I'm just learning a lesson It's like we're falling in love and you can't see it But everyday I pray to God to let us be it They told me wait and you'll come To me but I don't believe it I don't buy it one bit I've been through so much shit In My relationships The reason is because your blind in Love Not in ours not in theirs The one that you just can't get out of Your hair He hurt you more than he was Supposed to I'd stay up with you and never forget You I wouldn't use you and you know Thats's true Don't let someone hurt you that Won't amuse You have no clue of red flags nor You do of my feelings I say we're best friends but I love you More I'm just concealing All the feelings I have I'll do the little things to replace the Bad I'd stay up with you until you sleep I'll forget to hang up so in the Morning we can speak Maybe it purposely I have not idea well yes I do I love you and you have no clue I'm striving to see things clear Every time I'm with you the skies Are so blue But I feel the end is near We're drifting away You can leave I'll stay Waiting for you to come back And you realize what you lack I could never be mad at you and That's a fact And I could never turn my back Your so special to me and you Should know I'm not the type to go through your Phone Then we start to slow down Then we start to pick it up Picking it back up Trynna make everything seem new Dang girl you have no clue And I'm sorry for the pain I might Have cause And I'm sorry for my human flaws But you see right past that Your not like every girl I'd rather only see you than anybody Else in the world Every time I say goodnight I don't expect a reply I just want you to know I need you In my life I need your love too If it was up to me I'd buy you new Shoes Practicin over my lyrics like I'm Shooting hoops I'll miss every single one of those shoots no Practicin over my lyrics like I'm shooting hoops I'll miss every single one of those shoots no I need you in my life I need your love too If it was up to me I'd buy you new Shoes Practicin over my lyrics like I'm Shooting hoops I'll miss every single one of those Shoots no Not shoots not shots Nothin making sense like uncle pops Not shoots not shots Nothin making sense like uncle pops They told me my life was full of joy Tell me why I was raised in hell No one wanna ruin me like the Number 12 Nobody wanna know me Nobody wanna love me