Into Nothingness

Nothing, I said nothing is wrong Never. Nothing's ever been There is just nowhere I feel home I've boarded myself inside Behind those cold walls lies Nothing but disappointment Everything around me is moving. I am still I'm still right here Everything is constantly darkening I am drowning in my self-hatred A curled-up ball of patheticness Everything is empty, everything is nothing I don't have the strength to get up anymore Choked by anxiety My body feels limp. Crippled I have lost all direction All track of time I can feel my guts Rotting beneath my skin I get dragged into this void Filled with emptiness And there's no way out So I will drown I know I will