dream paralysis

Stumble in the cold with no flashlight Grabbing on to hold with my hands tied Searching for a home in a landslide Thought I had it down But feet got caught in the quicksand Life got lost in the cliff hang Struck by emotional whiplash Never getting out Everything in me is ready to run Out of my body that's chained to the ground Punished for being where I'm from Judged for what I haven't done Stuck in dream paralysis What do you call it when your face is fallen But your heart is soaring and you can't ignore it Cause everyone's moving, they do what they're choosing My picture is frozen, my ego is broken Everything in me is ready to run Out of my body that's chained to the ground Punished for being where I'm from Judged for what I haven't done Stuck in dream paralysis F*ck my need for happiness I wanna go back I'm tired of hoping for satisfied living My window is closing I'm not a fucking graduation animal Tell me why there's no instruction manual for when Feet got caught in the quicksand Life gets lost in the cliff hang Struck by emotional whiplash Never getting out I wanna go back I'm tired of hoping for satisfied living My window is closing I'm not a fucking graduation animal Tell me why there's no instruction manual for when Everything in me is ready to run Out of my body that's chained to the ground Punished for being where I'm from Judged for what I haven't done Stuck in dream paralysis F*ck my need for happiness