broke this

It's a double ended dagger when I'm talking to you Fucking up is like the only thing we know how to do Always looking for an exit from the shit we should deal Push the blade a little deeper just to see if we feel Started thinkin bout a life without the pain and regret Wonder how I'd function knowing I'm the only one left Another chapter of a life that I don't know how to live I'd stick around if I thought I had some thing else left to give Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out? It's like everything you do I need to figure out Try to find a resolution that's not in sight I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home? And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this Song Broke this Song Broke this It's funny how you think the only one with feelings is you You try to hold me under water so you can't see the truth I don't react the way you wanted, so you think your in pain I know your ego's really hungry but I'm over the games I started thinking if it's me that doesn't know how to love A life of hurt on top of choices I can't say I'm proud of Another chapter of a life that I don't know how to live I'd stick around if I thought I had some thing else left to give Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out? It's like everything you do I need to figure out Try to find a resolution that's not in sight I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home? And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this Song Broke this Song Broke this I paralyzed the rest of me ever feeling Anything, just so I survive (broke this) A greedy little parasite feeding on the Hole in my chest to stay alive (broke this) I can't even try to fake another smile With you pushing on my face (broke this) If this is your idea of showing me Your love then it's time you were erased Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out? It's like everything you do I need to figure out Try to find a resolution that's not in sight I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home? And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this