Mind Abuse -rough Draft

I know I ain't the standard But I got bills to pay And if this doesn't dig me out Then imma find a way Another day of nothing, And I ain't got shit to lose I got my plastic smile to cover up the mind abuse It's like I see the highway, it's just a mile away But I'm still grinding with the people on the interstate I'm done with second guessing, No longer full of doubt And I'm gonna keep tryin till I can figure this shit out Or maybe I should lie to you Or maybe I It's a little late to stop I got my second wind That empty hole I had is filling to the brim I know you knew me once He'd give it all away He'd Let you eat up all his time while you masterbate You got so good at pulling rugs under peoples feet Then play the victim while you feed off the sympathy I learned my lesson not to trust with an open heart And now the ending of my weakness can finally start It's like I see the highway, it's just a mile away But I'm still grinding with the people on the interstate I'm done with second guessing, No longer full of doubt And I'm gonna keep tryin till I can figure this shit out Or maybe I should lie to you Or maybe I Or maybe I should lie to you Or maybe I