Contemplation

Around me, there's just emptiness Voices and whispers surrounding Echoing in my head Doubting my own steps Falling here, my choice For a ray of joy Chained by myself Singing for a chance Thoughts out of control Through despair and love Here there's just a coward Trembling to go forward And then I kneel before you In tears and torn by a black rose The spouse is crying you see Please Queen of the Dead Just grant me one wish The day I saw you The sun was high in the sky Just a sweet illusion No melody could compare Thinking afterwards Was it a blessing or a curse? Knowing you, embracing you? Then you fell asleep In my arms Your spirit away For a mistake The snake disappeared With my sanity My song will break The chains of fate And then I kneel before you In tears and torn by a black rose The spouse is crying you see Please Queen of the Dead Just grant me one wish She returned, like before Her eyes still in my dreams The last touch felt too far My mind breaks in memories Now the path is clear Come with me my dear Just stay close to me But you I must not see The deal is settled And my mind is ready To go on and on Until we see the light But an anxious voice Inside my head Recalled all the void That I failed to fed An urgent sensation Is she real or not? And all I've done crumbles The sun, the warmth Inside my heart is cold The hand that kept you tight Numb it rests on my side The guilt, the sorrow But I cannot scream The wind howls Like leaves I want to fall And then I kneel before you In tears and torn by a black rose The spouse is crying you see Please Queen of the Dead Gant me one wish And then I kneeled before you In tears and torn by a black rose My sin won't be cleansed Please Queen of the Dead Give me a second chance