Lost

Too many paths to follow Too many ways to go Too many voices directing me but the decisions come far too slow Dreams good and bad invade Intrusive thoughts pervade I want it to end, but the voice in my head tells me there's still a debt that has yet to be paid Forward Backward Inside Outside But no matter where I run there's nowhere to hide Happy Upset Angry Surprised No matter how hard I try I'm stuck on this ride I'm lost inside my own mind Descending into madness Trapped within my former self This is not who I am My sanity is crumbling Falling apart leaving nothing behind Except all the ones I lost Please take me now Please take me now Nobody seems to see All that's inside of me They think I'm perfectly fine, but I'm barely withholding my sanity Nobody seems to care Everyone's unaware I'm one step from broken, and there's no escaping this state of despair Forward Backward Inside Outside But no matter where I run there's nowhere to hide Happy Upset Angry Surprised No matter how hard I try I'm stuck on this ride I'm lost inside my own mind Descending into madness Trapped within my former self This is not who I am My sanity is crumbling Falling apart leaving nothing behind Except all the ones I lost Please take me now Get out of my head Leave me to my own devices Set me free From this curse bestowed upon me There's no end in sight I'll be alone forever You ruined my life I'll never regain all that I lost I'm lost inside my own mind I've descended into madness My former self has consumed me I can't be brought back home As I slowly turn to dust Just remember this one thing I tried my best, but it just failed Please take me now There's no end in sight You ruined my life I'll never regain all that I lost