The Vegetarian Vampire

Lost all of my confidence I'm alone in this mess No one will understand this I sacrificed my heart for peace 'Cause I never cared about me I didn't realize that would leave me bleeding No one ever sees what goes on underneath I try my best to hide the dark side of my soul The people who think they are closest to me Are the ones who don't know me at all People talk to me like I'm one of them They act like my friend when I know it's just pretend If you haven't heard my music then you don't know my story It's impossible that you ever really knew me First I fall Then I grow Till I go away I live in the dark, 'cause there's a wound in my heart I live life like I'm immortal, 'cause I'm scared the truth is fatal People like to use me So I had to choose the Solitude over you I was confronted by the dark I got a stake through my heart Now I don't know if it will ever restart Shut myself inside 'Cause all you see is a disguise The sunlight hurts my eyes But in the night you'll hear my cries I tried, I tried to get along But then you treated me so wrong Now I'm stuck with my pain In my songs hear what I gained I went to the dentist to remove all my fangs Now they are growing back, 'cause in the blood I sank First I fall Then I grow 'Til I fly away I rise in the dark, cause there's a fire in my heart I rise in the dark, cause there's a fire in my heart