Can't Quit You

Fill a glass Till I’m messy Cause it’s like you see right through me I keep trying but I can’t quit you When I crash And I’m empty Know the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can’t quit you Yeah, Yeah I let you hold my heart You knew what it meant to me Especially when you said that word 4 letter word that meant the world Now I watch it burn So many flames Go ablaze Never saw the waterworks I tried so hard To fight the fire Smoke in my lungs Permanent damage Stare at the rubbish All this baggage Dragging me down Looking around How’d this happen How’d I let you break my heart How’d I let you break my heart I feel stupid How’d I let you break my heart Never gonna let this happen Thank you for the valuable lesson I'll recover and gain momentum And now times a part of the equation All these problems that I’m facing Are like note cards for the future Every time I have an issue Write it down to avoid a redo Don’t fall twice or I am the fool I fell twice in the past to the same mistake To a girl, my world came crashing down And I want to want to learn from it But I hate to say I'm losing it Cause I can't just laugh so forget it Now I’m back to the glass avoiding it I hate to say I Fill a glass Till I’m messy Cause it’s like you see right through me I keep trying but I can’t quit you When I crash And I’m empty Know the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can’t quit you You know that I know I take up all the blame You liked that track and you know I saw your name I still wonder what you thought When you saw I made a song Grasping straws but I hope you know that I am sorry Yeah I’m finally in a place I can talk about my feelings I am learning to attack What I normally would bury Keeping my head in tact I just hope this process hurries Cause I want you back Not you but love and affection Baby you were someone I talked to In my head you had the answer Kept me straight when times were hard I went to you with all my doubts Now it’s over Yeah I know it I write these tracks, I am a poet I write these lines, so I show it I write to you, anaphora, yeah When I think about the past Always thought, it would last People change, I know that But I never thought, you would too I never thought I’d see this bruise And I hope you know, I forgive you Fill a glass Till I’m messy Cause it’s like you see right through me I keep trying but I can’t quit you When I crash And I’m empty Know the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can’t quit you