(X) Cycle and Divide

My emotions cycle and divide Between love and hate For myself cause lack of effort Towards the path I create Futures fright takes the last of my might Leaving me ensnared in misery's delight Clinging to a vision but lacking any sight Underwhelming my soul inflicted with blight Will it be enough? Will it be enough? Synthetic sea surrounding me Terror of deep framed fear Synthetic sea surrounding me Terror of deep framed fear Always I display incandescent failure It's all I given her, like she's left in perma blur Could it be a constant anxious state Of curiosity? Quite possibly of what I will become Synthetic sea surrounding me Terror of deep framed fear Synthetic sea surrounding me Terror of deep framed fear Is this where where ends meet? The same fear of progress shall repeat Anchored me down Synthetic Seas My emotions cycle and divide Between love and hate For myself causing lack of effort Towards the path I cre... My emotions Cycle and Divide Somewhere Lost in my mind Somewhere, somehow I let myself down To think that I could find Happiness in my mind Will it be enough? Will it be enough? Will it be enough? Will it be enough? Synthetic sea surrounding me Terror of deep framed fear Synthetic sea surrounding me Terror of deep framed fear Is this where where ends meet? The same fear of progress shall repeat Anchored me down Synthetic Seas My emotions cycle and divide Between love and hate