I Don't Care

Looking for a bright space In a dark mind Standing in the right place At the wrong time Everything I do just Misses the mark Cuz I'm a perfectionist Without a perfect Place to start Lost old friends They think I'm crazy Mom and dad They think I'm lazy But I don't really care What they say yes I do That's a lie I've been telling And now I'm telling you They say there's peace In letting go But my death grip Moves real slow If pressure makes diamonds Then why ain't I shining The brightest I hope I shine soon When I say I don't care I do I do, when I say I don't care I do, I do, when I say I don't Care I do But I feel great inside Wait, just another lie From this self righteous State of mind Selling lies and buying shame Broken ego much to blame All or nothing state of mind But I think that I'll be fine There's peace In letting go But my death grip Moves real slow If pressure makes diamonds Then why ain't I shining The brightest I hope I shine soon When I say I don't care I do I do, when I say I don't care I do, I do, when I say I don't Care I do