No One's Around For Me

I don't know if I'm almost there or if it's just my fantasy I don't know if I can do these because there's nothing else to see There's always why and I can't decide I don't know who to call because no one is around for me I'm so tired but I can't complain because nobody's listening I'm so scared when I get happy because now here comes the pain I'm always fine but that's a lie I don't know who to call because no one is around for me I'm so sorry I'm a wreck I tried to hide this but now I confess